Saturday update..

After a wild night of popping in the ER and not being seen for over 2 hours with a 4 week old in distress I thought I could manage just as well and be safer from the germs at home. When I told them I was going to go ahead home they did send someone out to listen to him and said yes, he def has bronchioltis but at that moment he was mild and that I "should" be safe to take him home. We came home and went back to see Sam this am at the Dr's office, he is such a kind man. He was so upset that West was not seen right away, #1 being 4 weeks old, #2 being in respiratory distress that he said he would personally call. He said West was still retracting and wheezing but that he was holding steady. PRAISE THE LORD! He said to take him into peds plus tomorrow am to be listened to and then come back to them on Monday am at 9. He said in a couple of days he had his fingers crossed that West would turn the corner. He is sleeping right now on the couch next to me after his breathing treatment at 10:30. This whole ordeal has been so interesting. My biggest fear when I had West was that he would get sick, being a winter baby...also I was concerned that with the recent word of a family who lost their 7 week old to a virus at our church. I struggle with knowing that God is in control, that he is always sovereign and that all things work for good. I am praising him bc my sweet little West seems to be getting ready to turn the corner but what if he wasn't, is my faith strong enough to still praise him, is yours? I really want this to be a lesson for me in knowing that West is not mine and Tommy's baby but he is Gods, and God is in control, and God has West in his loving arms. Thank you Jesus for healing West..Thank you all for your prayers, they mean so much!